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-Sunday, November 05, 2006-
It's been 2 days i am at home.. feeling bored.. Yet i try to deviate myself not to think of My X.. Haiz... it's hard.. i depend on my friends to give me a msg or call me up or else i dun noe wat to do.. most prob i be surfing the net or watch that damn tally.. there no gd shows nowdays.. i'm broke.. If i'm not broke i definitely will go out shopping .. the only way i cud make myself happy is to shopping and clubbing.. that what.. i really enjoy... Can't wait to go club tis cumin thurs.. i b going to Dbl 0.. I will hangover till friday.. hahaha then friday they wan to jln2 raya some more . i tell u.. my eyes will need a tooth pick kwaq3... Can't wait to have fun with my friends.. dancing.. Heart them so much... Dancing with them all nite... Yesh ahr.. at last can enjoy with ma gerlz friends.. Well my X "Mat" dun really care tat much coz both of us still friends but i did told him.. he so understanding.. he is not like amm.. if i want to go out with ma friends he will msg me once or twice and say enjoy.. but for amm he b angry with me.. he will start scolding me and spoilt my mood wen i am with my friends.. he alwaes make that angry face infront of my friends and started making me crying infront of my friends.. i am really embarrassed but thats the pass.. i'm glad that MAt is not like him.. he gave me all the freedom n i give him his.... I dunnoe wheather tis is call love or crush.. but both of us let out our feeling but we juz wan 2 be friends... SO ma Friends.. dO comMent aBt tis YAh!...
|4:06:00 PM|
-Saturday, November 04, 2006-
Am i doing the rite ting.. or am i bluffing myself?.... I dun noe.. I am so confused... yesh i am happy that my bond with my fAmily become closer but my heart i dun noe... i dun have the ans at all.. i miz Amm so badly today.. i dunnoe y.. i keep recalling our sweet moments together.. Then tears roll down my cheeks... Y... i dunnoe but i feel so bad.. n realli i miz him so much... ya allah tabahkan lah hamba mu ini... X aku yg lagi satu2 Ahmad dier lak hapi goal lucky dari dulu smp krg sama je.. he takes it slow... well nk tgk perangai masing2 but aku takot dier mainkan perasaan aku je.. Yesh he n mum talks alots nowdays.. somehow my mum likes him lots... n have lots of secrets with him... But it's juz so unfair... i am scared that i make the wrong choice... n do drastic choices/tings... I'm so bored n lonely... y... i want 2 be like always have some1 bside me,shopping,watch movie,wrestling wif me,manje2 wif me... but now all to late ... what's done is done.. i can't change anything... i juz prayed hard that i cud b strong... Friends out there plz juz deviate my mine to something else...
|7:23:00 PM|
-Friday, October 20, 2006-
I'm fallen in love back with my ex.. i dun noe y but it seems stupid that we recalled our moments together.. n he had waited for me for so long n now he had stole my heart again.. well firstly we broke off bcoz of misunderstanding.. Stupid! but true i can't beleive it myself.. well if u wan 2 noe more abt my past stories juz ask me.. but now my ex fractured his hand due to road accident.. ntah mcm mane ntah dier accident motor.. well tadi me go meet him he is so cute even though dah naik ckit bdan dier.. Cute nye.. haiz.... mcm teddy bear.. he is as loving as always.. n so romantic as always n he still noes where my weakness n how to make me happy.. Dun noe y it happen so fast but i'm glad he is now back in my life after misunderstanding for abt 2yrs + n in those days he had changed himself.. cair...aku coz of me.. he had alwaes remmembered me... haiz.. well if u wan 2 c his pic i will post it.. n soon i will change all my picz.. dun worry i try updated myself k..
|9:45:00 PM|
-Sunday, October 15, 2006-
Yesterday i went out with my frendz.. gerek seh.. i thought only 3 of us going but no.. there was farhana,zawanah,roshilah and me. hahah.. we from faiz plaza go down to marina square n esplade took lots of picz in btw the walks.. funny.. lots of the passer by look at us astonishing.. kelakar.. ten after buke we headed to boat quay n clark quay.... ten they say n gi club but eventually went we reach kat club cube i thought ladies msk free b4 11 or was it 10 ten they cancle it off.. how cud they cancle it of it was our ladies outing.. JEzzz... hate them i was so happy till i saw the cancleation.. DAmn... i really can't wait to be single or even to go out wif my gurlz freinds... enjoy... well for ur info i n my guy really having lots of problems now.. i juz wait till the rite moment n c how the outcome is... but my love for him sort of fading... Juz hopes nuting worst happen.. i will be prepared.... well here r some of the picz tat we took.. n my hapi moments with Amm but i will updated more picz later on...
|11:27:00 AM|
-Tuesday, October 10, 2006-
Yestreday was our back to skool but i can't even concentrate 1 single things.. coz i am so stress up lots of thing + problems i faced every ramadhan..well i hoped peeps dun noticed except for few i shared wif lah.. aniwae i got lots of thing to updated such as pictures + vidoe.. heheh.. khaKHAKHA.. it will most funniest thing.. i ever done
|8:03:00 AM|
-Thursday, August 24, 2006-
Whoa!.. How tyme passes by so quickly.. i am so tired after the changes tat my Clinical lecturer makes.. i had the chances of goin to A&E n doing Nite shift.. I am totally like a zombie.. but i managed to do all 3 nite shift without sleeping... And i slip it off thru till morning hahaha.. ouh yah.. i'm now in ward 45 Geriatric ward.. and it's a conincidence tat my GREAt GRAndma warded in there.... Pity her at time.. I juz ca't take it wen others MIssy Goes rough on her.. DAmn them.... Let's KArma B upon them wen they r old..... Well today is my sleeping day.. but i wish to go dlb O.. but my money will b banked in at the strike of 12 todae... i Miz ma old frendz lots... yesterday i heard tat my best friend was warded in ward 46 so i quickly rushed over... But she was warded only for 1 day.. haha but her story was funny.. k lah... i'm so tiried... wanna rest.. bye...
|8:51:00 PM|
-Monday, July 24, 2006-
Today 1st dae in ward 36.. DAmn! I Am so tiried after not standing for long hrs for 3mths.. i dunnoe how i can survived this 10 wks.. of attachment.. haiz~.. saD... SO sleepy also.... but i'm glad that my frends are still the same... but somehow i dun feel that close to some of them... feels so left out at times.. but it's okiez.. aniwae this posting i dun have nite shift nor A&E so sad.. most in medical n surgical ten go KK.. wat lio.. sian.. wat a boring ting.. Y lah... MY group alwaes like tis.. aniwae my teacher so gd as well as the Sisters there... k lah that all i wanna sae coz i am so damn tiried...
|6:26:00 PM|
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Abt me!..
Me single.. In nursing now.. Freedom i had it all.. but felt so lonely..It's hard yet i have to carry on my life without my x..
i juz wish that i cud b strong n hoped that i achieve what i want..
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